Saturday, October 31, 2009

[Daily's] November 2009


Well. I'll start up this month by making a new plan (happy to know that today's Saturday) for this whole November.

- Books to Read

1. Supernova Ksatria, puteri, dan bintang jatuh - Dewi Lestari. Status: Reread.
2. Supernova Akar - Dewi Lestari. Status: Reread.
3. Agama sebagai Sumber Kekerasan - Wim Beuken dan Karl-Josef Kuschel, et al. Status: New to Read.
4. Pembantaian Massal 1740 Tragedi Muara Angke. Prof. H. M. Hembing Wijayakusuma. Status: New to Read.
5. Kata-kata - Jean Paul Sartre. Status: New to Read.
6. 'Vox Populi Vox Dei' - Bennny Susetyo. Status: New to Read.

- Books to Compiled

1. SNMPTN stuffs (updated later)
2. Some novels (updated later)
3. Exam Test Papers (updated later)
4. Notes (updated later)

- Newspaper to Sent Some Writings and Do Some Researches before Sending Them.

(updated personally)

- NANOWRIMO's Project and Re-compile Some Old Manuscripts.

I think that's all for tonight. Happy Halloween, and Happy 19th Wedding Anniversary, Mom and Dad. Cheers ^^

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[Writings] - Nanowrimo


Seharian ini sejak pagi asyik merusuhi website yang membuka ajang menulis yang namanya NANOWRIMO. Apa, tuh, NANOWRIMO? Hear here.. NANOWRIMO itu singkatan dari National Novel Writing Month di mana alurnya kita memiliki jadwal menulis dari tanggal 1 November sampai 30 November (if I'm not mistaken) dan ada goal yang sebaiknya dicapai yaitu: 50.000 kata. Di mana setiap tanggal 25 November, tulisan kita yang sudah kita mulai dari tanggal 1 November itu akan dihitung jumlah katanya oleh robot yang dipekerjakan oleh situs itu. Kalau sudah mencapai 50.000 kata, maka kita menang dan disebut 'the winner'. Tenang saja, kita bisa menulis di dalam bahasa apapun, bahasa Indonesia juga boleh. Jangankan begitu, bahasa Esperanto saja bisa digunakan. Karena yang terpenting di sini adalah jumlah kata dan niat kesungguhan seorang penulis mengerahkan seluruh idenya untuk menjadi sebuah NOVEL.

Awal sejarahnya sendiri, sih, lucu. Ajang ini dimulai sejak tahun 1999 di mana yang ikut berpartisipasi hanya 21 orang dan yang menang (mampu menulis 50.000 kata selama 1-25 November) hanya enam orang keseluruhan. Tapi setelah dibandingkan dengan hasil terakhir yakni tahun 2008 kemarin, perkembangannya kelihatan sekali cukup signifikan. 119.301 orang berpartisipasi dengan 21.683 orang mampu mengisi kursi pemenang. Beberapa dari novel yang ditulis dalam kurun waktu itu juga berhasil mencetak New York Times #1 Best Seller! (wow?)

Ini dia sederet list-nya:

Jon F. Merz--- The Destructor (Pinnacle Books, 2003). Contact: Pinnacle Books

Lani Diane Rich--- Time Off for Good Behavior (Warner Books, 2004), Maybe Baby (Warner Books, 2005), and Wish You Were Here (Warner Books, 2008). Contact: www.lanidianerich.com

Sara Gruen--- Flying Changes (HarperCollins, 2005) and Water for Elephants (Algonquin, 2007). Contact: www.saragruen.com

Rebecca Agiewich--- BreakupBabe (Ballantine Books, 2006). Contact: http://rebecca.agiewich.net

Francesca Segre--- Daughter of the Bride (Berkeley Books, 2006). Contact: www.FrancescaSegre.com.

David Niall Wilson--- Vintage Soul (Five Star/Gale, 2007) and The Mote in Andrea's Eye (Five Star/Gale, 2006). Contact: Five Star/Gale

Gayle Brandeis--- Self Storage (Ballantine Books, 2007). Contact: www.gaylebrandeis.com

Kimberly Llewellyn--- Cashmere Boulevard (Berkley Books, 2007). Contact: www.KimberlyLlewellyn.com

Geonn Cannon---On the Air (P.D. Publishing, 2007), World on Fire (P.D. Publishing, 2009), and Confused by Shadows (P.D. Publishing, 2011)
Contact: P.D Publishing.

Lisa Daily--- The Dreamgirl Academy (Plume/Penguin Putnam, 2008). Contact: http://stopgettingdumped.com

Jacob and Diane Anderson-Minshall--- Blind Curves (Bold Strokes Books, 2007) Contact: www.boldstrokesbooks.com

James R. Strickland--- Looking Glass (Flying Pen Press, 2007) Contact: www.jamesrstrickland.com

Kathy Cano-Murillo--- Love Shine (Grand Central Publishing, 2007) Contact: www.CraftyChica.com

Ann Gonzalez--- Running for My Life (WestSide Books, 2008) Contact: www.AnnGonzalez.com

Stephanie Stuve-Bodeen--- The Compound (Feiwel and Friends, 2008) Contact: www.rockforadoll.com

Jessica Burkhart--- High Jumps at Collins Academy (Simon & Schuster, 2007).

Jenna Bayley-Burke--- Just One Spark (Mills & Boon, 2006). Contact: www.jennabayleyburke.com

Teryl Cartwright--- A Sensible Match (Vintage Romance, 2007). Contact: www.terylcartwright.com

Dave Casler--- The Story of the Great American Flying Broomstick, Book 1: Genesis (Mt. Sneffels Press, 2007). Contact: www.americanflyingbroomstick.com

Liz Hegarty--- Salt River (Scholastic New Zealand, April 2009). Contact: www.scholastic.co.nz/

C.J. Lines--- Filth Kiss (Hadesgate Publishing , 2007). Contact: http://cjlines.com

Moondancer Drake--- Worlds Collide (PD Publishing). Contact: www.moondancerdrake.com.

Simon Haynes--- Hal Spacejock No Free Lunch (Fremantle Press, June 2008).

Farhan Devji--- The Hockey Farmer (Cacoethes Publishing, June 2008). Contact: Cacoethes Publishing

Kalayna-Nicole Price--- Once Bitten (Bell Bridge Books). Contact: www.Kalayna.com

Katherine Bell--- Amaranth: The Preterhumans, Book 1 (Cacoethes Publishing). Contact: www.KatherineBell.net

Angela Korra'ti--- Faerie Blood (Drollerie Press). Contact: www.DrolleriePress.com

Terie Gerrison--- SpringFire and SummerDanse (Llewellyn Worldwide). Contact: www.TerieGarrison.com

Kathleen Kaufman--- The Tree Museum (Way Things Are Publications, March 2009). Contact: www.WayThingsArePublications.com

Amelia Atwater-Rhodes--- Persistence of Memory (Delacorte Books for Young Readers,2008). Contact: http://www.randomhouse.com/features/atwaterrhodes

Mette Finderup--- Blink: En kærlighedsroman (Gyldendal, 2009). Contact: www.finderup.dk/blink

Erin Grace-- The Indefatigable Wright Brothers (Jumping Duck Media, 2008). Contact: www.jumping-duck.com.

Catherine Wade---Let's Dish and Another Time Around (Samhain Publishing, 2009).

Sarah Dooley---Livvie Owen Lived Here (Feiwel and Friends, 2010).

Rachael Herron---How to Knit a Love Song (Avon, 2010). Contact: www.rachaelherron.com/

Alayna Williams---Dark Oracle (Pocket-Juno Books, 2010). Contact: www.alaynawilliams.com/

Laura L. Alton---Las Vegas Chew Toy (Fireside Mysteries, 2009). Contact: www.lauralalton.com/

Edgar Franzmann---Millionenallee (Emons-Verlag, 2009). Contact: www.franzmann.de/

Nampaknya bagus untuk membakar semangat supaya bisa niat menulis novel dalam sebulan. Teman-teman sudah buat draft dari plot dan karakternya, sepertinya. Dan aku belum membuat apa-apa. Awal yang malas dari seorang pemalas.

Tapi tak apa... kalau aku mau iseng, sih, mungking aku bisa saja mengambil plot-plotku yang terbengkalai kemarin. Sepertinya aku tidak akan menulis topik-topik yang terlalu berat karena ini ajang uji nyali. Sesuatu yang dimulai dengan hal-hal rumit, ke depannya pasti akan jadi rumit juga, kan? Dan sepertinya aku akan mengikutsertakan hasil tulisan di sini ke lomba cerber Femina. Sekali dayung, dua tiga pulau terlampaui.

NANOWRIMO ini lumayan menarik karena setelah bergabung di dalamnya, ada semacam forum penulis yang membahas tentang situs-situs bagus buat penulis, mungkin juga ada semacam brainstorming ide dari beberapa penulis di sana di beberapa thread tertentu: Fantasi, Adventur, Romans, dan lainnya. Kalau aku sendiri, sih, sepertinya akan mencampuradukkan genre ceritaku, seperti biasa.

Kebanyakan dari yang gabung di NANOWRIMO adalah orang-orang yang cukup ambisius untuk kita amati sehingga kita bisa mengambil sedikit manfaat dari niat kuat mereka itu. Akhir kata, Let's write for Nanowrimo!

Go go Nanowrimo Indonesia, go!

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

[Daily's] Hoax Dream


Hey, yeah. I had a nightmare, this afternoon when I was trying to sleep for thirty minutes my spare time.

I don’t know why, in my nightmare, I just passed through some like a grave. I don’t know where, the place is unordinary because all people there are ghosts. Dammit. I hate to see ghost, even it happened in my only dear sleeping time.

Two days ago, I dreamt of my mom and it’s like real. This afternoon, I again dreamt of her. But she wasn’t that real. That’s why I named it as a nightmare. The ghost who incognito her was trying lied to me. Okay, she’s clear, she had voice. Just because of that, I think, that’s not her. Death man is never talking.

And now I felt as upset to have dream like that. Just like what had happened two years ago. I feel like a joke when people in my family in Bali did some ritual to ask death people about them the death people condition in other dimension then after that they called my mom to come and I found my mom actually wasn’t my mom.

I feel like a joke when people believe, yes, that she was, than I did not. I didn’t believe even a little bit what she was talking that time (But sometimes if I remembered that, it’s confusing me, am I a bad child to not believe that was my mom who came then how if actually she did really come that time?)

But the feeling is different with what I felt two days ago when I dreamt her. I didn’t tell anything about it yet, right? Two days ago, I dreamt going to a restaurant, I don’t know where’s exactly. The place is so comfort, just so comfort. Around me, there’s a song from MLTR, Paint My Love. Really, it was touching me.

From the younger years/ till this moment here/ I never seen/ such a lovely queen.



(*)

It’s the song is really soft playing. I made a walk there. But I didn’t realize that that’s my mom in front of me, walking with someone I don’t know. I lost that time to meet her earlier. Till at the end of my dream, suddenly, I hug her. I don’t know why I don’t even realize that that’s my mom I hug that moment.

And the dream was over. After that, I realized, hell, that’s my mom who came to my dream. And the time is just too fast moving.

Yes, precisely, I still miss that hug till now. Till the other hoax dream of her was coming. It’s such a nightmare. Sigh.
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[Daily's] Still for Same Majored In and Feel Like a Little Cat in His Hand




Today’s morning, I’ve a very mournful mind. I wondered about my future, about my dream. I’ve dreamt the same thing for a long time. That my heart still aimed that major.

Yes. I’d ever had applying for university twice and it meant I’d also ever lost twice for the same major. I don’t know whether I’ll try again this year to take same major in same university like I did last year or I just would let it not to be mine, not to be my destiny. It’s really confusing. But, yeah, is it okay for me to having overwhelmed by these two choices almost for two years after graduated from SHS? Than even maybe many SHS or even JHS students can choose easily what they want to be at the first grade in school.

Actually perhaps I’m just confused by my freedom to choose whatever major in whatever university I want to go to, I just like don’t have anyone else to tell me what’s right and what’s wrong about my choices and then my decision (But some people also have this time, right? When there’s no one to believe in to). Is this it what people always call as the maturing process? For having no one be beside you?

From the first time I went applying myself to take some like a university test, that minds always grumbling on my head. I love everything to be learned, I just like cannot match in only one kind of specialization. I need more than just one.

And then I found myself that I didn’t have much time to think more about it, about what subject I do really want to survive in. I know I must decide it as soon as I can, which I then found I actually can not solve that easier as my other friends did.

That, I think, time goes too fast for me, just like I feel I can’t run for it anymore. I’d ever been the best in my class, even in my school, but then time told me that I wasn’t really that best when I went to people’s life. That above the sky, there’re always another skies. That beside your ability, there’re always people’s abilities you’ve to acknowledge. I found myself wasn’t that great, but just only still trying to be tough for it. Still smiling, hiding pains.

Lost for many times, failed in many tests, wasted too much time and too many money. I feel this stupid, even till right now. What did I really look for along this time? Am I looking for a good job or for earning much money later by investing myself having study in university now? Or am I just going to follow my heart to having study in the major I really love?

I’ve known everyone always has choices in their life, I’ve known not all people choose the right way for their selves, just like me, maybe some of them just choose the left way to be safe or some of them only walking around the gazes, just like they should to have the puzzles in its basic form. People have their own way and there’s always time and place for many things.


Yet, I’m here now. In my class I always suddenly found myself thought like why I was here, what did I do here, what did I write for, even sometimes like.. HEY, IT’S TOO EASY FOR ME. I didn’t literate here, my mind wasn’t growing up. What kind of class is it I come for everyday and must have attendances for 75 percents in whole semester? It was boring. The lectures were stubborn-headed, too-much-talking-blank-nude-words. And yeah, not all of the lectures did that, but some have HIS big yes for this.

In home, sometimes I want crying. Sometimes I’m just happy. Sometimes I can’t forget. Sometimes I even like forget everything, till can’t remember every little thing.

My aunt told me that maybe it happened because I’ve earned too much bad times either too long road to be throught. My mind’s still shocked. Sometimes I think yes, yet, it is. I know I’m still too young to prove that I’ve been mature enough yet I’m not.

Now I’m still studying for it my dream. And sure it is, it’s tiring. I wish I’m not lost for trice. I wish even I can get better future than I hoped for almost the time.

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

[Daily's] About Yesterday’s Saturday Nigt





When I don’t have anyone special to ask for hanging out, I never go outside if there’s no necessary to, even in Satnite. I always have many books or e-Books to read when I’m bored in my room, I always have Diandra, my sweetie laptop, to have music to listen to or only typing some writings into it. I’m enjoying my time for those.

It’s maybe weird for some of my friends, how I’m very comfort to my schedule to writing, studying, or just reading books (hey, attention for it, I don’t like to have my time with people whom isn’t interested me). I lived in Denpasar for my early years, my friends loved to hang out to any cafe in Kuta and haha-hihi and dancing there on the stage than just only read textbooks at their own home when Saturday night came, even though at tomorrow morning we had a math test. It’s also happened in Bandung, my friends there loved to go to Ciwalk to have Karaoke time with friends and haha-hihi. And in Jakarta, my friends made a big wave by their number going to movie to watch a very new film there and there they have haha-hihi time.

I can’t do that. I don’t know why, but I’m not enjoying time Karaoke-ing and laughing haha-hihi, walking down the streets in Kuta and laughing haha-hihi, or shopping and laughing haha-hihi. I ever enjoyed that situations in Cafe, any beaches, or in Mal, and I only enjoy my time to do that with my special person, only for sitting down on the sands of the beach, going to restaurant and having heard a jazz, classical, ballad, any other soft music and doing applause to them who playing instruments and singing. Silently.

I don’t know. I’m a very extrovert person, but sometimes I’m also being as an introvert person, silent, no more words for saying of. I just don’t know why we have to go outside with someone we don’t like, why we have to laugh haha-hihi when we’re with them and hiding our feelings (maybe that time we’re sad, had problems which need to be heard), why we must smile when we hurt, why we must love somebody we don’t, why we must trying to be same with someone close with us or we love though we don’t enjoy to do that.

Someone asked me why don’t go anywhere yesterday satnite, I have no answers, I just silent and smiling. Smile told everything.
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[Writings] Literate Life with Literature


Actually the first time I encountered with serious Writing Tools (and then, Literature) isn’t far from October 2007. That time I was doing researches for my biology paper in my class through internet. For my high school assignments, I did that everyday till I was bored (for all subjects: Chemistry, Arts, Biology, etc). Can you imagine you’re looking for that matter everyday? Eeerrr, besides, I thought that isn’t really functional to ask your students search too much about what they don’t really interest to. Because of that boring time, I was then entering many stupid keywords to search engine. Some is about suicide. I don’t remember the reason why.

But guess what? From that, I found a very interesting site, it’s named Kemudian, and writings there are quite loveable. Well, let me make confessions, that time I didn’t know anything about using internet functions besides searching for school’s materials, I didn’t know even a little about friendster, weblogs, or how to make an account in Yahoo!, so that it happened.. I didn’t really understand about how to find a good way to be a member of that site, but for the first, I just made a hint for keywords, such like ‘hujan’, ‘bogor’, and ‘kesepian’ and I just saved all of their writings in flashdisc and read it home.

Then everyday, back from school, I did it. I did search for the site through while browsing for school’s material. I did save them, I did read at home. I did also write mine. Till I was eager myself to do more, I registered to the site. The first thing I realize, everybody there are very interesting. Most of them are from Jakarta. It sounds like a so far foreign land for me that time. Jakarta is a capital of Indonesia, mom of Indonesia, but Jakarta also an individual-megapolitan-place-or-more-stupider in my head. That time, my mindset was still like sounding: people there (in Jakarta) must be through hard life, people using internet there must be arrogant, beware. And… It’s quite funny to remember that since I found Jakarta isn’t that scary.

The time I joined, I found a senior writer, Ayu Prameswary. I remember I ever asked her questions about basics to use that site, such like how to adding friends, commenting to friend’s posts, and even to posting my writings there. She was patiently answering one by one the questions. Till I posted my writings, for the first time I posted my diaries. Well, you can imagine it as diarrhea. It really was.

Then, I found people commented there on my writings or only sharing or greeting. Till, I met with my best friends there. Yeah, I did find bestfriends from the site. Without saying who’s them, I know they know they really meant to be in my life.

Well, month by month, it also became bored. I only wrote poems everyday, even though I made stories, I only made love stories, teenager one. Finding people wrote masterpiece, I then found my writings were sucks, love stories; love poems; without any morality points. Isn’t it clear? I also started my writings from the lowest part like everyone might do (not for saying I’ve made my best, it’s only for sharing: people can get better) till my writings now were becoming better. I can say it happened because I found user name miss worm and andrea there.

Andrea Hifran, taught me all she knew about writings. From a little theories like: don’t-tell-but-show, climax-anticlimax, the importance of research for a serious story, how to make outlines or good plots, she taught me well almost every little basic about writings I can’t type all here.

I don’t try to say my writings are becoming great because of that, but I’m proud to make my writings be better each time I write by the rules she gave me. I’m proud I always have a great efforts to study.

And since I’ve a huge interest to Literature, even till now I still I do self-studied many things about it. I love History and now I study Literature from its history. I read cultures and civilizations of human being from here. Then I believe that language is very important to be mastered. For instance, when I want study more about British Literature which is, for me, much more interesting than American, I found that I’ve to know more about British difference accent from American, British difference culture, and many more.. and it required a good English language to. The other example, if I want to study about Japanese Literature which contained many classical and traditional stories and poems, I just realize that I really need to know their languages, their habits, cultures, more. From that on, I try applying the list.

I think my Faculty provided a library with enough complete books about it. Or I should search to the central Library of University or from library of my city. I’m eager to. I’m willing to be fluently of speaking in many languages.

Beside that, I tried to differ my priority studying the languages from the native speaker and which are easier and faster to be learned (I believe it depends on my interesting). And it came to: English (since it’s not a second language in my country), French and Japanese (I learned it in my class for this whole year), German (I interested people’s here, and since my favorite country, Swiss, used it as the first language, I admitted it’s a need to study about it), and I will continue decide later after I’ve mastered at that four languages.

Take a look here . Ummh, isn’t it great for studying all of that? I don’t know from where this interest to study much about Literature was coming, but I found myself really happy to learn and read writings. I found myself would cheering all day because of studying new subjects. Literature has been a new subject every single time since many writings come over everyday, every minute, every second, every breathe from the writers all over the world to the world wide website.

Literature would contain many things: from prose to poems, from essayist to lyricist, even Science Fiction which being one of popular prose themes also do great contributions to our daily’s life.

We would know how people in England lived, how cold snow is without ever being go to a winter’s season country, how African race have arguments with white man for along time ago. We could read interesting and important people diaries like Anne Frank’s and Hitler’s and Pramoedya Ananta Toer’s or maybe stories about valuable things in life.

And let me tell you about how complex literature is, from what my self-studied along these two months, I found that Literature has its great numerable themes. From its small branches:

Literature → Prose, Essay, Drama, Poems

All of we know that easy to define which is prose, essay, drama, or poem. And from studying Literature it’d be not only that easy, it’s also really enjoyable to know the history of, many kind and themes of prose; essay; drama; poems, why people enjoy read one theme to another, and how exactly Subjects such like Philosophy, Psychology, and other Humanism Subjects till Chemistry, Physics, and other Natural Sciences Subjects do owned to Literature. By literate, we to love our literature do save for human being. We save history, we save past which build future.

I’d also love to share any other branches (I got it from here, anyway):

Prose →
from its morph:
1. Ultra Short Story
2. Flash Fiction
3. Short Story
4. Novella/Novelette
5. Comic Novel
6. Novel

from its content:
1. Absurdist fiction
2. Adventure novel
3. Comic novel
4. Crime fiction ; Detective fiction
5. Experimental literature
6. Fantasy ; Bangsian fantasy, Comic fantasy, Contemporary fantasy, Urban fantasy, Fairytale fantasy, Heroic fantasy, High fantasy, Historical fantasy, Celtic fantasy, Steampunk, Wuxia, Medieval fantasy, Prehistoric fantasy, Juvenile fantasy, Low fantasy, Fantasy of manners, Mythic fiction, Romantic fantasy, Science fantasy, Planetary romance, Sword and Planet, Superhero fantasy, Sword and sorcery
7. Gawęda
8. Gothic fiction; Southern Gothic
9. Historical fiction; Holocaust novel
10. Horror; Splatterpunk
11. Medical novel
12. Microfiction; 55 Fiction; Drabble; Nanofiction
13. Metafiction
14. Musical fiction
15. Mystery fiction
16. Philosophical novel
17. Political fiction
18. Quest
19. Religious fiction; Christian novel
20. Romance novel; Historical romance; Paranormal romance
21. Saga, Family Saga
22. Satire
23. Slave narrative
24. Speculative fiction; Alternative history; Science fiction; Cyberpunk; Nanopunk; Soft science fiction; Hard science fiction; Weird fiction
25. Sports fiction
26. Surrealist novel
27. Thriller; Conspiracy fiction; Legal thriller; Psychological thriller; Spy fiction/Political thriller; Medical thriller
28. Tragedy; Tragicomedy
29. Urban fiction
30. Westerns

Essay → Academic essays, Descriptive, Narrative, Exemplification, Comparison and contrast, Cause and effect, Classification and division, Definition, Dialectic, Other logical structures (The logical progression and organisational structure of an essay can take many forms)

Drama → Tragedy, Comedy, and combination of that both.

Poems → Universal Themes

I don’t know, but I’m interested to read and write all of that kind of Literature Themes above. I even made schedules to learn that one by one every single day. Maybe I’ll write here later for each of that in formatting like learning together, what people named it? Yeah, like a tutorial, tutoring myself to write in many forms of writings.

Hey, yeah, well I think, from the middle of this post, it sounded like I’m trying to persuade people to love Literature. But it’s really interesting for me to share about it, about how I love to write and write, to read and read, have my post to be commented and took criticism from readers. I do. Don’t you?

October 10th, 2009
12:21:58 WIB