[Daily's] Hoax Dream

Hey, yeah. I had a nightmare, this afternoon when I was trying to sleep for thirty minutes my spare time.

I don’t know why, in my nightmare, I just passed through some like a grave. I don’t know where, the place is unordinary because all people there are ghosts. Dammit. I hate to see ghost, even it happened in my only dear sleeping time.

Two days ago, I dreamt of my mom and it’s like real. This afternoon, I again dreamt of her. But she wasn’t that real. That’s why I named it as a nightmare. The ghost who incognito her was trying lied to me. Okay, she’s clear, she had voice. Just because of that, I think, that’s not her. Death man is never talking.

And now I felt as upset to have dream like that. Just like what had happened two years ago. I feel like a joke when people in my family in Bali did some ritual to ask death people about them the death people condition in other dimension then after that they called my mom to come and I found my mom actually wasn’t my mom.

I feel like a joke when people believe, yes, that she was, than I did not. I didn’t believe even a little bit what she was talking that time (But sometimes if I remembered that, it’s confusing me, am I a bad child to not believe that was my mom who came then how if actually she did really come that time?)

But the feeling is different with what I felt two days ago when I dreamt her. I didn’t tell anything about it yet, right? Two days ago, I dreamt going to a restaurant, I don’t know where’s exactly. The place is so comfort, just so comfort. Around me, there’s a song from MLTR, Paint My Love. Really, it was touching me.

From the younger years/ till this moment here/ I never seen/ such a lovely queen.



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It’s the song is really soft playing. I made a walk there. But I didn’t realize that that’s my mom in front of me, walking with someone I don’t know. I lost that time to meet her earlier. Till at the end of my dream, suddenly, I hug her. I don’t know why I don’t even realize that that’s my mom I hug that moment.

And the dream was over. After that, I realized, hell, that’s my mom who came to my dream. And the time is just too fast moving.

Yes, precisely, I still miss that hug till now. Till the other hoax dream of her was coming. It’s such a nightmare. Sigh.
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